Depress

Feeling was keep up and down.
I juz can find back my good mood when i am having my shopping time.
Shopping can let me have a second of release my stress,felling of sad.
while having it,my heart told me should i waste my money to buy those thing?
Ishh..Dont care too much.

The feeling of stress,worries,sad,moody..Where u all came from?
From stress is came from assignment,homework.
Woories came from money,it should be like this.
then sad and moody?Where 'u ' from?
Dont wan to meet wif all of 'u'
Please get out from my life!

New start

Are every thing will be ok soon?
Mom is getting ok now..
As usual,everyday give me a call.
Start to bur bur me..
I hope this is a new start for our whole family members.
Pray for uncle who now stay happily in heaven.
And please do bless all of our members.

Heartache

Long time no update blog ady..
Actually blog is a good way to let me to express feeling as well.
But sometime feeling dont wan to write much more words.

Some thing was happen this recently..
Hey friend do appreciate the person who beside u.
Do appreciate ur family..
Even the person that u not reli like it,but do appreciate.
Because there are no U TURN in our life.

My uncle passed away on last 2 weeks.
44 years old.His life was on the hill top of mountain on this moment.
Going to marry with his gf.
But a day,god took his life from his family,his gf.
He dead because of heart attack.

I knew it,was mum called me on the nxt day morning.
That time i was preparing going to college.
Juz like usual,mum called me,everyday,i juz like morning call for me.
Suddenly mum said it:"Wei,i tell u something,but steady,"
Then she cried out said:"ur uncle was passed away last nite.

This was the first time i heard mum cried.
I never felt such heartache when heard mum cried.
I tot i m ok when listen about it.
But after step out from room,until went out from house,
Fish asked:"are u ok?"
I shacked my head.Started cry.

Seriously,i can said tat i not reli like uncle.
But when he was not around this world.
I started miss him.His voice,his busy body.
Felt regret cant meet up the last time.

Felt wanna back home now.
wanna to look for mum,c whether she is ok or not,
although i knw tis is the sad for her,i knw she very sad.
Hope family members recover soon..
And uncle,be happy at another world.