Try to be more clever on how to be a person.
Dont always show my emotion,dont easy get angry.
Be patient,be close with other friends.
I think that i already do my part on it.
I try to do my best,on treat my friend nice,
and also try my best to do my part on group work and also homework.
Different people will have different thinking.
The person will not think,it is was him or her self-problem.
Other people will not angry if u really didt hv do such thing until the guy will angry u.
The guy also have do her or his part.
But over care juz will made the thg more worst.
Important is we all hv do our part,and the thg finally is done.
All about is we all have done our responsibility and the things was pass up.
For the guy who angry,please forgive her.
It will be better to me,u and she.
These the picture that i took..
by using Fang Lee's camera..
Thanks very much..
This is the effect of picture..
Start from this moment,i can understand why people like to carry camera shooting..
Is fun,excited..
Is fun to see all the thing which can capture by lens..
Even can capture a small small thing..
Is excited that what i will capture through this lens..
Started to love photography..
Before say a people bad,first think of are u also the person that not really perfect.
I m thinking of the person why not dont think of urself is that u really that perfect can look for a person from top to bottom.
When u are judges people,on the same time people also judges you.
This world not only u are the princess.
Everyone was her or his parents prince or princess..
Sometime people not necessary to help u do,
Or listen what u wan then we just follow.
The earth is not because you switched to..is for all of us.
Busy life?
Now we are in relax life.."Honey moon" study life..
Is damn free,but felt bored of it..
This was mixed feelings..
Wanna get back busy life but on the same time still wanna be free...
Cant it be balance?
When a person know a thing that was impossible or unexpected,
it reli will get shock!
Last mid night..i totally get shock when i heard something...
But it was a happy thing...
A Happy shock!
However...
Be happy,be urself..
How to earn more money at short term?
i wondering of this..
Cause recently bought too many things.
Ask from dad will felt shy,although give money to their children are must.
Cause took too many from them ady,
so now reli think of how to earn more money,
besides takes money from them.
Work is an alternative to earn money,
but need to work hard juz earn tat little money..
Hmm...
thinking of use which way just can earn more n more money..
Investment?
Seriously..i really have think about it..
Haha...
I too exaggerated!
Tired..
Freaking TIRED!
Argh...
How to stand for 4 days..
But...
Me ady stand for 3 days...
Add oil,Pang Shie Wei..
U can do it...
Still hv 1 day onli...
Ushh....
Haven't start to earn money,but started to waste money...
Juz now went out to have lunch then plan to buy cloth..
Juz tot that i will buy cheap cheap 1 cloth...
who know..i spent RM100 to buy 2 cloth...
Asked mum to bank in money to me again..
I'm bad daughter.
All lots of things now appears on my mind...
Every week juz 1 day class..
U knw,we are "busy"..uh huh...
Another 6 days is free to us...
Then wat can do?
Find a part time job?
To replace all the free time?
Yeah~i found my part time job ady...
Work as part-timer at Calvin Klein Jeans..
Yesterday was my 2nd day...
Hmm..But i found that there are something wrongs to me...
Actually i m juz wanna to replace my free time,or i m looking for the salary?
I dont know...
N i met the problem..
I m blur...About how to serve customer...
I m not expert in communication...
N affair that i need to pay for a cloth...
How to say?
i was served customer...
They asked me to find another size cloth..
But there dint display the size tat they wanted..
So i went inside store room to take the size of cloth..
Cause it is new,so didt hv put the senser tag...
I knew it...I should put the tag into it...
But i no...
After the customer finished try,she decided to buy another cloth...
then i try to find back the cloth that i took for her...
i go n check it...but is too late..
cause she r paid n leave the shop...
Hmm...n i found tat...
RM5/hour,it seem like many..
but when i claculate for the whole month(cause the supervisor gave me the shift ady),
it reli not worth..coz little and works long time...
So...
Should i continue?
Last nite,went to sing k...after finish it..go yam cha...
woohoo~
after tat 2am juz reached home...
Hmm...went to home...brush tooth...washed face...
on msn...on facebook...like usual...
sudden,fren added me in a conversation...
Hmm...of coz 3 of us are know each other...
chatting chatting n chatting...
fren had ask about...do u will feel lonely?
She is asking 2 of us...
Firstly came out on my mind is "lonely...find somethg to do beh..."
Lonely not a big deal...
but...this moment..this time...i have the feeling of lonely...
Human,which need pass through 6 process...
to knw friends,gain knowledge...
1st process was at the age 5 to 6,which is kindergarden...
2nd was primary school,at the age 7 to 12..
3rd,secondary school,age 13 to 18...
4th is university or collage life...
5th is after finish uni or collage life...Turn to young adult...
Then the last is the 6th process...Turn to be adult...start to built up own family...
Hmm...me...now on the 4th step...
having my collage life...
started my another life at Sunway...
knw more friends...gain more knowledge...
Love to be with new friends...Quite enjoy the life...
I think i started to forget my old frens...
I threw them away...Threw behind...
Hmm...Do me do like that?
when i back hometown...
i think that...do me?
Hmm...if i reli threw them away...
then i will not care wat them happen...
N i will not tat angry...y i angry about it?
If really dont care about them...Then i will not angry juz becoz of certain thing..
wat i try to say is...
fren...we have to pass different of process...
Hmm...dont juz becoz of a fren...then u forget about another fren feeling...
when we out from hometown,we have to make many frens...
juz dont too concentrate to a person...
coz we still hv many choices that we can make...
Fren...
final...i still remember u all..my old frens...
just all of us now busy-ing our own new life...
Juz...i still miss u all...still like u all...love u all...
ps:HELP me..at home reli bored...T______T
I tot went back hometown,i will very happy...
Almost every night,going out wif fren..have a drink...
Hmm...but all is my thought...
juz thought...
almost 2 weeks...every day do same things...
wake up late,then brush tooth...wash face...
looking at little bro,Kent..seat beside him...
watch wat he watch...
then after tat,came to evening,had a nap again...
arghhhhh...do my holiday juz onli pass like tis...
i dont wanna be like that...
i should be very happy that,at nite have a drink wif my fren...
chit-chat..but now even come out have a drink,chit chat oso didt hv..
then rather i stay at sunway...having my holiday wif fish...or yee wern them...
i know i should not say like that...
wif family...oso not bad...at least i can stay more longer timee wif them...
should i think like that...
i think i should think on this way...
cause like this,then my heart will felt better...
Last project for Interior Design 2...Which is group wrok...
The 2nd day at hometown,
mum asked me to do something to help her..
OK!No problem!
11am woke up,after that brush tooth,changed cloth,
1145am drove car from home,went to destination,mummy's office..
when arrived to mummy's office,forgot an important thing..
Which is the thing that mum asked me to bring..
Gosh!what to do!Drove back to home,took the thing tat asked by mum..
Arghhhhh...
The 2nd round again..drove back to the same place..
While on the way to destination,i sudden break the car..
cause realize that i very near to in front car...
so i break once again...behind my car saw me break,he break..
His car very near to my car...ok...but still didt hv touch each other cars..
SAFE!
Who know!The 3rd car,drove too fast,too late to break...
Just like that..car KISSING!
the 3rd car bang the 2nd car...
the 2nd car bang the 1st car...
Then the 1st car is me!
GOSH!
How "lucky" i m!
2nd day back to hometown,then happen car accident...
why a!!!
Thanks mummy...
Thanks that you gave me money to let me had a shopping day...
Hek hek...
Bought a long sleeved clothing for myself...
Bought a t shirt to uncle(which is asked by mummy)...
Bought nail polish...snacks for brothers..
Woo~
Cant wait the time back my LOVELY home~
Cant wait the time to see my parents~
Cant wait the time to see my brothers~
Cant wait the time to meet back my lovely bed~
And final,
Cant wait the time to meet all my frens in hometown...
Count down 5 days.
Friend stand for what?
A person that always beside u,
when u are happy,u wan to show ur happiness to him or her.
when u are sad,he or she will beside u give encourage and support.
when u are anger,he or she will give u opinion or console.
Then friend is for what?
Is make us happy or make us disappointing?
Hmm...
for me,friend makes me happy,sad and anger...
cause no1 is 100% perfect...
They not necessary follow wat u order them.
They not necessary all the time care for u.
Human hv their own business to do..
will not 100% care about u..
They also have they own self thinking.
And they still need to continue their life..
This is what my best friend told me before.
Aiks...
Friend,stay strong...
I know u can do it 1...
She will know how u treat her...
And treat her as a sincere friend...
Why?
Why??
And why???
Why human always bad mood?
Why human always hot temper?
Why and why?
Human always bad mood,cause he or she don't like to listen what the person talk about.
Human always bad temper,cause the person talk about the thing tat he or she don't like and make he or she felt that the person are trying to talk bad in front of other people...Although the person didn't have any meaning on it..
Why?
Why human bad mood?
Why human hot temper?
Cause human are suffering though love.
Cause human saw that he or she can't get what he or she want.
Cause human saw the person he or she love was chatting and play with other opposite sex.
And why?
Why human bad mood?
Why human hot temper?
Who can solve all these problem?
Are we like to carry on this kind of problem,and make ourselves suffer like hell?
YES!!
Juz now saw fren aka classmate,Yee Wern's msn pm,
2 final presentation,2 final exam,3 sketches 1 colour drawings,and 3 plans...
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......................
We gonna rush all these on tis week...
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......................
Still hav 1 journal...
Assignments are killing us now!
Yesterday,after my interior design 2 class,
went back home with fish..
While wait yuen to come over my house...
Hek hek hek...
cause....we wan started our shopping mission...
We started to shop at 3pm...within 2 hours...
Yuen already buy few items...
Hmm..like Levi's short pant,mac eye liner,shu uemura cleansing,
emm emm...
still have..but forgot ady wat she bought...
Arhgggg.....
Regret to shopping with her...
Coz onli looking her bought...
But still enjoy it~
Coz long time didt hv meet her...
At least,i still had done my survey about skin care...
God,
I WANT SHOPPING!!!
I WANT MONEY!!!
Promise you that never think,never do,never bother the thing that related with him...
i tot i successes already,
but i failed...
Hmm~
This few days,mood quite down...
Many assignment to rush...
Almost sem end...
Quite many things to rush...
Journal,model,presentation...
Emm...
Didn't meet some1 for few days..
Hmm..
do me mood down coz of u?
Just now on phone with daddy,
daddy 1st word came out is,
y u long time didt hv call me...
Lol~
my cutie daddy~
Last call with daddy is last week de thing...
Ask for my mobile's thing..
He still very cool to me...
Hmmm~
BUT got long time mer???
Cause he miss me???
So he felt tat me long time didt hv call him???
Lol~
Dont know la...
Just now between me and daddy d conversation is,
he asked me how my studies,
ask me hard to study it...
Emm~
but this time he didt had ask me enough money to use or not..
Daddy~
I lake of MONEY larrr now~~
Very soon will back Tawau lu~
Very fast can meet daddy n mummy la~
Count down 33 days~~~
If you love something very very much....
Let it go free!!!...
If it doesnt come back...
It means it does not belong to you...
If it does, Please love it forever!....
I saw this sentences at the e-mail,which my fren send to me...
Every time,when u try hard to hold a thing tight,
the thing will gone faster.
When u try to let it off,
the thing will stay longer..
Same as,when u love a person,
the person does not love u..
When u was give up,
the person was coming back...
Love is a kind of feeling..
That make human love it and hate it..
Human need love..
Human loves love...
On the other hands,
human hate love,but still need it..
When we hold love tight,
we can feel the happiness,we can feel the bitter of love..
Maybe let love off,
we still can stay free...
2nd sem break will coming soon~
still have one month,i will back tawau lu~
Quite exciting...
Wohoo~
i will meet old friends...
Damn miss you all wei~
Mei Hau~Luckily this time holiday we have meet~
Miss u a lot neh...
Yeah~~~
Although at sunway here,but less meet yuen~T.T
emm...the rest,meet u all at next Chinese New Year...
Yesterday~1st of July was a guy birthday~
The guy,who most important in my life...
The guy,who most handsome for me...
The guy,who most care me...
The guy,who i love and hate most...
He was my daddy~Pang Shok Yee
Since i was little gal,
daddy gave me a big care,every nite sleep at my side,until i was slept..
Mummy was told me that..How was daddy care me,love me..
What i want,he also gave me...
That's why...I very love him...
But..Sometime...Daddy quite hot temper..until i beh tahan...This is i hate most...
Hmmm....
He was 53 years old now...Quite many white hair now...
Since last sem break i back tawau...
Realize that he become older and older...
Heartache...
Felt sorry that i didt hv at his side this year...
Cant celebrate his birthday with him...
Damn miss you wei...Daddy~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~DADDY~
You are the most important guy in my life...
Most handsome,most care me,most love me...
SO~
Didt have any1 can replace u in my heart...
Always love u~
Bye bye to the haunted condo,Suriamas...
Fish~Realized that..
I didt have put effort in my studies..
Started lazy to do my homework..
Started to "chin cai" do my homework..
Started not concentrate to do my homework...
Even presentation..
I didt hv put any effort on it..
Language very worst...
Wanna to improve myself..
Started to know that i very worst,useless..
From today presentation..
I just realized that..
Wanna to have surgery...open and look for my heart...
Looks the heart..
See what have my heart been...
See what been happen by it...
Why i say so?
This recently..Always felt heartache..
Emm...Is my heart have problem?
Or my heart bleeding blood?
Lol...funny...such a funny thing...
Why i'm like that...
Looking for the thing that never can be in my hand...
Why?Why?
Why my heart still looking for it?
Funny ho...
Fren always said that i'm stupid...
Looking for the thing that cant become true..
Lol...
I know...I really know!
But this is what my heart been...
I cant control my heart...
Even it...My heart is connected to my mind...
Mind gave me a message..
I dont knw how to give up..
Or even i didt hv try to give up?
I dont know...
What i know is...
I reli cant control wat i m thinking...
So...
That's why...
My heart bleeding blood...
The week mummy beside me..
She been Sunway here 10 days with elder brother,Kent.
10 days at here,wat was she do at here?
Yea...Kent and her followed me go to collage when i had class..
While i had my class,she went to pyramid wif Kent..
Had their shopping,and Kent keep asking mummy go to play ground..
After my class end,we had our dinner juz back home..
10 days passed very fast...This monday they two back to Tawau..
Monday..Finished class..Went to church gathering...
Had dinner wif them,after tat back home with Fang Lee...
Felt that,i MISS something...
Mummy...She was back Tawau already...
Very very very miss mummy now..
juz now had fon wif her...
Miss her very much...
Miss her face,her smile,her voice...
Miss her warm,her care...
Miss the time she beside me at here (Sunway)...
Although sometime she very bla bla bla..
Always on the fon keep asking this and that,
i know she is care of me..but too many...
Maybe that time i was felt anger on it...
But it not i wan...
i will try my best..dont let her felt that i have that kind of feeling..
Mummy...Really miss the time u beside me..
Always help me to wash my cloth...
Always ask me to bath early when u at here...
Always ask me to sleep early...
Mummy...i miss ur hug...
Always asked me dont to hug u...
cause u felt geli...i know it...but i juz wan to hug u...
Long time didt hv like that hug u...
First time have this kind of feeling...
Mummy...I really miss u!
This is the advertisement of communication skills.
Tittle is Crayon juice...
Looking on it,the crayon makes as juice..
And there really have crayon this brand..
I asked lovely friends Ming Cheng and Fang Lee to use photoshop to do it...
See...Nice rite...But...I spoil it...Arhhhh......
My presentation....My lecturer said tat i very panic...
Cant said a proper languange...Yupp...i know it..
.Cause i was late 30 minutes enter to the class...
Of coz will panic...
Emm...Worring about my marks now...Haizzz...
This is my 1st drawing which use colour to colour interior space...
Use my favourite colour RED to colour it...^^
Bear bear bear...Yummy yummy...
Chocolate chip cookies...
Bought by steph...
But amost finished by me and Fang Lee...
Lol...
Cause too free...So i took the pic...=p
Expect,meaning for as to something that is believed to be about to happen or come..
Sometimes,expect make a person feel happy...
Sometimes,expect make a person feel sad...
Sometimes,expect make a person full of hope...
Sometimes,expext make a person full of disappointed...
Because of the word 'EXPECT"...
It was make me feel happy on last nite...
After the "EXPECT" not what i expect to be..
Sadness came thru me...
All of the time...
My "EXPECT" giving me the feeling of hope...
cause i tot tat what i thinking will be come true...
After the "EXPECT" not i want...
Disappointed was all in my face...
What's wrong!!!
Cause i put the high expect on it???
Cause i put many hope on it???
Cause of what you do is not in my expected...
Cause of i always give too much of expectant...
I,the failure...
Yummy yummy...
Blueberry cakes
American Bake Cheese
Anita+Me+Jenny+Loon Loon
Anita,Me and Jenny
Anita and Me
Jenny and Me 1
Kah Yan and Me
Jenny and Me 2
Loon Loon and Me
Fang Lee+Anita+Jenny Kuso Pic 1
Fang Lee+Anita+Jenny Kuso Pic 2
